I want some
also, Gamzee needs to be the new advocate thingy person for them
because
yeah.
pointless journal was very pointless.
good night.

Are we ever truly ready?Are we ever truly ready?Are we ever truly ready? by ~silverthorne-studios
We learnt to walk at an early age, our parents taught us to speak.
Born with the abilities to dance and the right type of voice to sing.
Ready to take to the stage and preform to our high standards.
Against all odds we'll rock the house, leaving you breathless.
We don't get second chances, it's all or nothing once we're up there.
Hours, weeks, months of extensive practice and rehearsal, all for one night.
Warming up our vocals, trying to shake off all of our nerves.
Our director tells us we're ready, we know that we could be better but there's no time.
Spotlights shining down, exposing us for all to see, blinding us

I'll let you in...I'll let you in... I'll tell you my deepest secrets.I'll let you in... by ~silverthorne-studios
Share with you the things I've hidden.
Fantasies and day dreams,
things I wish would could come true.
I'll let you in... I'll admit things I haven't before.
Tell you sincerely how I really feel.
Uncertainty and love collide,
as if I could avoid the complications by remaining mute.
I'll let you in... I'll trust you completely.
Release the fear of getting hurt.
Depending and relying upon,
not thinking about the consequences.
I'll let you in... and I'll try my absolute best.
Begin to truly make an effort.
Frustration and confusion no matter,
time to simply wing it and hope it works.